There is something in humans that just like the familiar, particularly in me, no matter how crazy or weird the familiar environment or thing is we just cling to it, or should I say I cling to it.
I have been having a hard time letting go of something that is familiar and I try to create ways in my mind that I can make it work. I bounce the ideas off of Andy and I start by saying " I have a brilliant beyond brilliant idea!" Andy sees right through it and then asks me what I'm trying to avoid by caring out this brilliant idea.
So then I'm left back with the only true option- leave behind what is familiar and push on. I always thought I would like being on a spaceship and exploring new places, I'm starting to think I would not to do so well.